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Thursday, March 15, 2007, 3:01:00 pm
crab bee hoon for dinner ydae with family. i ate crabs, jie ate the bee hoon. besides the point. my head was spinning, my stomach was superly pain and had this vomitting spell. my heart starts to become heavy again and eyes start to puff up. that was what i felt like. and the msg came. whatever the reason, i held back tears. i controlled myself as hard as i could, putting a cool front. i think i succeed. dont think that i'm not affected by every word that you said. in any words, im deeply hurt by everything thats happening. i didnt expect this to end so soon, i know its all up in the air, floating about. i just want you to understand that i have to put an end to this so as not to hurt you even MORE in the future. rather now than later, u get it? i know that in the future, it would be mor difficult compared to now. i never regretted being your friend and everything else. i really feel you, whenever you said about your past and even your recent problems. its all so real. thanks for being my only true listening year the past few months. i really treasure the times we had together. emo-ing, laming, jokes, chilling and just enjoying each other and slacking, shopping etc etc. it was all so awesome. i hope to still be your friend, but its up to you actually. i'm all open. maybe its time that would tell? if fate does its work, we would meet again, without any plans between us; at our spot. loves. Dad spoke to us about our church. "would you prefer to stay be a singaporean or an indonesian?" spore=small indonesia=big we said spore. same goes for big and small churches. dont think that big churches dont face any problems. they do! just that not-so-big churches like ours aint aware of it. i really pondered and thought about what my dad said. well, its true. he said he love to be in a small family knitted church because he can really have connections with all his church members, mentoring them and discipling younger ones. like felicia and jacqueline, whom he is mentoring now actually. amazing. God works in wonders, i know that revival have to start with ourselves before moving on to the dofferent ministry that i'm in, and even the church is in. it takes faith, prayer and determination. i hope i can process slowly from here... getting closer to God again. and even proceeding to poly, i hope that i wouldn't change in my faith. it sure is gonna be tough, that i know. i hope i'm prepared no matter what. and i have faith that i would get my digital camera. lol. Labels: feelings |
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