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Saturday, February 17, 2007, 5:55:00 pm
I mean, so much have been put into this whole thing. esp for me and derek. we had mtg with becks and dicks at 1st, had another mtg with ourselves, with all our work and everything. then met again to order the trophies and buy the hamper stuffs. ran from places to places and sweated like shit. and no, you cant feel what i'm feeling right now. derek and myself spent lots of effort in this event and then what? not to our expectations. wrapped the hampers while having a flu and meeting both of them again for a finale flow of the prog. then the actual day, ppl came late and had to wait. had to do deco and do last min prep stuff. all the coordinations with the leaders and everything. in the end, children came. about 10 community kids. i just stared. i dont know what to do. told thr rest of the leaders, totally shocked. didnt know what to do with games. what to do next? so, went ahead with prog. pretended so badly to be hyper and everything. well, i had a little of fun, i have to admit. i hope the rest did too. but whats the point? this is the first mkc prog whereby both derek and myself put in our 100% and just didnt turn out our way. compared to the other events we have... we didnt plan properly but went with the flow.. still ended up not winning the battle fully. i really feel super upset about everything. despite having this bloody flu and spinning headache, i went on with prep and planning. bloody shit. and whats wrong with girls crying. thats a way to releasing my emotions. my dad thinks its like a weakness. what the f* is his prob la. anyway, guys are guys.. i just have to accept it. superly egoistic creatures of this earth. true right. so much pride within them that it can just kill others. wow. so i just told that person about how i felt. really hope that i had made the right choice. thought about this for quite some time now. i was bloody stupid to have viewed his profile and get all excited when he was online. what the hell man! argh. so angry with myself. he is super super happy with his other half. so be it! maybe i'm jealous that he is hapy and i'm not. eh, so complex. boohoo. but but.. i really dont know. hopefully no feelings will come back. i feel so evil now and then. keep thinking that they will break up on vday, which of course didnt..how stupid am i la. see. think too much for what shit. making myself suffer. hoho. now all i can do is dream of some cute guy.. lol. most prefered to be musicians and nice hair. and nice teeths too! HOHO (: kinda excited for tml, can dress up! black and white. yeayness. more money i hope. and lots of eating. ahh. need to work out already lor. sigh. ok, to end it on a high note, i enjoyed working with derek; with his lameness and funny behaviour. woohoo. we rock. and thanks bestie for everything, your understanding and helping out in whatever way possible; even the last min puppets thingy. |
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