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Saturday, November 25, 2006, 8:16:00 pm
alright.. so about 4 plus, i got ready for prom liao.. bathed and jie did my make up and hair. she was great, agree?? haha. so funny. she said if anyone insulted my make up and hair, tell them isnt my sis that did it. -.- well no one insulted la. so it was cool. ;) i left home late.. mum and jie told pics of me la. how pai seh. -.- cant blame. wahahahas. i looked gothic for sure. love it! :D yeay! lol. kinda evanescence look? AMY LEE!! woohoo. anywhos, dad sent me to des hse. i was the latest. predictable eh. was shocked. why? jackson gave me sunflower. bluff me sia. her sis called me.. scare me la. thought was some mkc kid. hahahas. anyways, thanks! :) great start. everyone looked fab. including nick, with his hair. haha. woohoooo. jackson's dad came to send us to the hotel.. reached there on time. yeay. everyone was looking pretty. shall not name names? scully not fair eh. well, heard about the 'fight' between my friends.. yeah. how great right.. hear these kinda things during prom. well, im glad that i knew actually.. like kana kept in the dark. well, during council retreat i will know more bah. pretty shocking for me actually.. vel was chio la! (predictable!) haha.. i didnt take photo with her, sadly. oh wells, took photos with a whole batch when we entered.. everyone was busy catcing up and taking pics with each other. lol. went in to take our sits.. lucky same table as my friends. phews! played some lame games in the beginning.. nick started to get bored and 'emo' when the prom started. and i know the reason. and im not telling. hahaha. anyways, des and jackson were nominated for prom king and queen! woohoo. so hip right? food was alright i guess... more games to add on.. and the lucky draw. yeah.. i didnt win anything. how sad. LOL. PARRRRTY TIME!! dance floor was open. didnt wanna dance at first. well, i did in the end!! yeahh.. i danced my heart out! lols. it was fantastic man. the bright white light was cool. its like slow mo la. well, everyone was having fun. i did too (: what more can i say right? dancing was over. sad la. went out with jackson and bernard.. joyce and gang joined us too.. drank some volka and my voice was disappearing.. haha. so funny. cant talk.. eeks. well, we walked all the way to cine.. and i was in my high heels mind you! mans.. i was pro la. lols. can ta han for so long. yesh. they wanted to play pool or watch movie.. all 3 of us decided to go home.. so off we went. i was still sober.. just that i was kinda half asleep. but i still know what you guys were talking about hor! hahas. lina is strong la. ;) *self praise* take cab home. thanks jackson and bernard. :) took a bath and watched tv.. wanted to sleep so badly.. but couldnt. dont know why. lols. but.. i managed to sleep til 12 plus in the afternoon. woohoo. that was some prom i wouln't forget. yeay. woke up the next day. had to go for pastor dad's funeral. yeah. panda eyes, and i went. with a stupid sore throat that was killing me. had to take care of the place while the rest went off. was superly tired.. and my ear started to hurt and swell. was kinda bad. waited in the car and off we went, back home. now was my ear that i was worrying about la. freaking pain. guess its the piercing... woke up from my sleep and went to take off the pierce. know how pain is it? freaking pain. arghh. i cried la.. in the toilet. partly becos of pain.. and mostly becos of emotions. argh. how dumb la. dont know how i was feeling. maybe lonely was freaking emo in a way. aiya..anyways, i manage to take the piercing off with shivering hands. it was still pain and swollen.. cried while putting ice on it.. it didnt work. forced myself to sleep with that pain. i manage to do so. another useless day passed by... ... so today. it was still swollen. whenever i see that closing ear hole, feel so sad. nono.. not becos of the earhole.. dont know why. hurt in the physically form. lol. how weird. oh wells, i hope it goes away quick. still got church to go to tml.. and malaysia.. plus council retreat.. well, its actually a camp la? argh. i hope i got time to relax myself and chat with friends.. rather than scrumbling for time. arghh. hate that. oh yes. i keep having this jealousy feeling inside of me since sunday. here comes my emo part. damn irritating.. ever felt that your parents dont care about what you love and care what the other person is doing now? maybe you guys dont understand. well, who knows. that person is my friend,yet snatching away my dream. and no one knows that. maybe 2.. or 3. but.. that doesnt matter? that person seems to be getting the 'limelight'! and not only from other ppl.. from my parents!! and my parents are praising him for everything that he is doing.. cant they see that this way.. they are pulling me down and not helping me to achieve my dreams?? damn it. last night, i felt that no one cares.. no one was on my side. not even God. im glad that im not dead. sighh. i was god to be on my side man! maybe i havent done enough.. but this is me.. once you pull me down, u think that i was fight harder to prove to others that im better.. but oh no.. im not that kind. once you pull me down, you are really really bringing me down.. and not making me better this way. that really sucks. thanks to ppl who think that reverse methods do work. bullshit. kenneth asked me to play drums next week. hope he keeps to it.. and not another person taking my place. maybe i will just runaway if that happens. my dream. arghh. not blaming anyone. but... someone seems to be snatching my dream, without knowing it. |
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