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Monday, August 27, 2007, 12:16:00 am
and me starting to work... wouldn't parents be happy for their child? working in a bar. is that something wrong? the place i'm working at, i emphasize that its a pretty arty place. in a way that my main boss' day job is an architect and my 2nd boss is an editor of a mag, which i cant remember. my boss is really caring. to the extent that he asked me to msg him when i have reached home safety and even to the extent of apologising that he lost track of time. (i left work around 12plus, not 11). i mean... these people are really rare in these nightlife business i must say. and its nice that even during my work, im able to eat what was being served to his friends, and even my colleague made 2 cocktails for me. foc of course. like come on... i even told them to head down if they dont believe me that the environment is good and safe. and they didnt get the right perspective of what my work place is like. and its only for the fcking weekend! oh gawd. affect my health they say? i drink water. haha. i will take care of myself. dont worry. sometimes, they worry so much that i become fearful to tell them things. dont that happen to children almost frequently?? come on. i have never told my parents of any relationships i had or what not. even ppl who i was interested in. why? they will nag on and on about the ideal partner, the right age to start dating and blah blah blah. i could go on... and the reason for me working i didnt mention;to try to support myself slowly. in a way of saving up for my drum lessons and for design materials which will cost lots through all those model making and what not. its hard for me to survive with the pocket money they give me. of course its possible to use that amount. but if i dont keep myself busy, i will end up wasting my weekend. and i really mean WASTING. being wasted on drinks and all. why not do myself good and stop those depressing drinking nights with friends right? and i have to keep my mind off the stupid problem that i got myself into. or maybe problems that i created by my own hands and over thinking on stupid situations i put myself in. sigh. 2 more weeks. then its on my 2 feet. i have to step out of my folks' shadows. i guess this is my time. even if failure comes my way, at least i know that i've tried. not trying is crazy. out of my comfort zone for now. i dont wanna end up growing old and asking my parents for money now and then. its totally disgusting whatsoever. it shld be that i give them money in the future. this shall be my start. oh and the fcking problem. i dont think the other person even realise that i'm feeling this way whenever that person talks to me. i shouldnt tell her. i shouldnt. both of them are together. happily together, from what i see. i should stop assuming that they are unhappy. yes yes. |
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