HELLO you
let's be friends.
bye.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007, 1:03:00 pm
a message came in last night while i was watching tv, still in a lot of pain. i kinda laughed when i saw the message. why? because i seriously couldn't believe that some people don't fucking understand. high=don't know what i was doing=NOTHING HAPPENED my dear! after u sent me that, alex msged me. so i guess alex proved to me that june AINT REALLY a great month huh. that triggered me to start deleting all the msges yousent me. i deleted them slowly, but i told myself, what the heck. why go through the pain of reading each long msg and then delete them one by one? what the heck i told myself again, i deleted the whole damn folder. i couldn't be bothered. i shall start to show to others that when i don't care about a person, i really will heck about it. come on, nothing happened between us and i don't give a damn already of what you're feeling. it's good that you're starting to hate me. faster u will forget about me then. i want to get on with my life, trust me, i do. now it's good that you're getting on with your life. really, shit u if u think i've changed. i have not. if you said i did change, then that's your own opinion. if i were to be myself in front of you, of course u will get the wrong idea. i am kinda stranded. what am i suppose to do my dear? seriously, u shocked me when u sent that 1st msg. i was stunned. sigh. whatever. as long as you're happy with your friends, your future and the other people u will meet, then so be it. don' t think you're the only one that's hurt. i am too. so. find your happiness then. because of what you said, i lost all the care i want to give you. maybe as friends, its possible but almost difficult to do. i'm sorry if i had offended you in any way, small or big. in all sincerity. i didn't plan for anything of that sort to happen, not behind your back or even in front of you. what the fuck. thanks for everything you've given me, thanks for the fun times we had. thanks for making me love someone. impossible is nothing-i don't think so. IMPOSSIBLE IS SOMETHING, impossible was something.
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