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Saturday, April 08, 2006, 11:02:00 pm
1st-religion 2nd-band p.s/dont mind me saying these on my blog. shooo. so religion. not saying im not enjoying being a christian! (i really DO!) but... seems like things ain't going our way? i really dont understand.. maybe i'm spiritually low.. and that i have no motivation to carry on having that faith i once had, so much. so yes, other churches are growing like mad.. exploding! (don't mind me comparing with those churches.. i'm happy for them (: ) i know that it's all for God's kingdom that they are saved. but still.. MORE people could be saved! but the problem is... why isn't our church growing? i know we are trying.. like real hard. eg. MKC. i know everyone is like.. comitted to this programme every sunday. but why isn't anything happening?? i'm really sick of doing things yet.. the children ain't coming. people say have faith.. encourage each other. but i dont feel encouraged at all! maybe the sunday itself. but when the next day comes... everything goes back to normal.. more worried about school.. hmwk.. etc... and not really bothering about the situation in MKC. which sucks. i dont know why i'm feelings this way. i may be the only one? but who knows. i dont want things to come to a point.. whereby i leave church. i dont want that to happen! i know i have to fight and all.. but.. TOUGh. arghhhs. plus this year is critcial to me. exams and all. everything is so occupied with every stuff. its like.. i got no time to even watch a show without something to do later on my mind. i dont wanna drift away from christian.. dont wanna drift away from Jesus Christ. i dont want that to happen.. but seems like i'm going in thar direction. plus, i really envy those huge growing churches. shall not name names. just that... really, they are mega churches.. the youths have lots of fun hanging out together in the house of the Lord. but us? we only have a small group of youths hanging out together every sunday. nothing is changing. sucks. so now. band. i really hate the position that i'm in. i LOVE music. i cant seem to reach all the damn high notes. and i get discrimated by that. -.-" wah laos! maybe i'm pulling myself down. i really hecks about it. about 5 more days to step down. im really looking forward to this moment lor! i think i will cry;tears of joy. after suffering so much from sec2 til now. kana pushed to be a band major when i wasnt interested in. everyone hates me. i dont wanna be the one to discipline the band. but i have to. no one else will help me in that. dad is right... if you're a leader.. u will feel lonely.. u will feel left out. which totally SUCKS! how i wish i could turn back time (ya right..) at least i still have sharilyn! hee. but seriously.. i really pity her la.. after i leave.. she dont have close friends le. but i know she will go and make friends. (: yeay. so the concert is on thursday, 13 april *ahem* my BIRTHDAY! how cool is that. lala. hecks. i think joyce and kenneth wont be coming. sad. best friend is coming! yeay! but she not coming to church tml. :( have game. nevertheless.. i liss her! ah hahahas. so there again... it sucks right now. argh. sometimes i really feel... people are there to pyscho you to do stuffs that you initially wont dare to do. yeah. but things may be for your own good.. or for bad things. its up to you to make the decision. proudly saying in my blogg... ... make the decision now! if you believe that there is a God... and you want to have eternal life..then really ponder and think... which God you know is the only one who actually died and was crucified,rose again on the 3rd day? -lina |
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