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Wednesday, September 14, 2005, 8:37:00 pm
so PISSED. ahhh. im crying until typing this stupid entry. wanted to use easyjournal. but who cares. my blogg. why bring up about me crying in front of her? does she know what im going through? all exams and stuff? so much test.. no more to rely on when im down. like NO ONE i tell u. it sucks. no one near me. at least other ppl got ppl ard them.. cheering them up.. sharing their problem. i feel so loner like. just me and the books for studying. ppl just dont understand. ppl just put on a brave front.. like me. be a no body on a everybody's world. i just wanna come back to a home so peaceful and quiet. aint that better? come back to naggy parents... telling their children.. which is me.. comparing me to my sis.. what the heck. i dont feel God anymore. they dont understand me. just wanna vant it out all on my drums. no drums. and im still crying bucket tears. and i wanna study. just wanna listen to LOUD music and drown everything. EVERYTHING. its tough being a band major.. everything! the scores?? everything la. studies.. iw anna do my best. i dont wanna fall sick. i cant bottle up my feelings anymore. just wanna cry. aint no body is supporting me in anything lor. NOTHING. except jamming. but besides the point... odnt have anymore confidence for anything.. life just sucks as of this point... so gonna study and forget about them. like bringing hp to sch will solve everything ... tok to mr sin tml?? CRAZY. too busy for that. i dont wanna understand what the adult mind is thinking about...its just sucky shit. i seriously wanna know whether God is on my side now... whats wrong with crying?? i've bottled up my feelings long enuff. i just hate my life. HATE IT!!!!!! no one cares. struck me with dengue and let me die |
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