HELLO you
let's be friends.
bye.
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Monday, March 14, 2005, 8:41:00 pm
i think its dumb..real dumb. why am i missing her and him? especially her. i missed those times.. a year ago..where i had someone to care a lot for. i hate my current state now..nothing to be concerned for..a feeling that i dont think people can understand. i want to be happy..but, i guess i'm not? i saw her today. was like.. dont know whether to dao her :X but i didnt. so yar, said hi. mans..after that.. a huge part of me felt like.. --Empty shit-- i miss those times..a lot`. : ( seems like everyone has their new friends. trully, old friends can be forgotten. now i understand. i can't seem to forget her. though she has done things i never know she would do. it's a stupid thing to just let go of this 'strange friendship'. it was my 1st strange friendship. it was nice. it WAS. not is. i dont dare approach her anymore.. or him. feelings are coming back. i remember how much i cried with her.. and for her. to think back... it's funny how such emotions happened..? but it did. that's life. i need a new buddy. someone that will stay with me through thick and thin. i need another person. i know that i have God. i have faith. but why can't i have another person? i hate being lonely. it's weird going out with someone you dont really know well. no connection. blahs. i want her back.. that kinda care i gave her..without expecting any care in return kind. i liked that. its weird right? mans!! i cant think striaght now. it suddenly hit me that i am totally lonely. loner me. only my ZEN, God and MSN is pei-ing me.. hahas. yar.. i know i can rely on my other good friends. but i guess it aint enough for me. they have their own things to do..their own life to live..their own friends to hang with. i dont want 20 friends.. i want a best friend.. a person i can communicate with.. a person that can agree to go through thick and thin with me. a person that understands me. there SHOULD be a person there. i dont know who.. maybe the person doesnt know too. sighss. i miss him too...i dont wanna break my commitment of -no patching after break- after a break up.. why do i need a patch? whats done is done. sighss. im confused. feelings are back. it sucks. i have changed. -lina
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