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Monday, February 21, 2005, 8:59:00 pm
-SIGHS- he told me he still likes me on sat night. blahs. my heart actually stopped la. i just couldnt believe it. i saw him that day in school. didnt say anything. but my heart beat faster. [surprisingly] oh wells, is it normal? thats lust right? anyhows, i keep telling myself... i cant like him anymore.. NO WAY! but my heart is saying another thing. but i aint gonna believe it again.. arghs` love is so damn confusing. why..in the 1st place.. did i met him? cos of her? maybe so. its like so dumb lor. she like him de..until i came to the picture. which was like..ages ago la. [2 yrs back] but now..i am confused..AGAIN! i dont know whether to like 2ndHIM... hows? he is nice and sweet and everything. but... i dont know how he feels towards me. is it just good buddies? or something more? i cant read people's mind de lor... helps man.. =/ his msges nowadays like...monotone-like messages? how can it be? has something happen to him? maybe cos of school work..cca..blahs...that causes all these stress for him..? i dont know. i dont wanna like any guys mans. in the end, u will get hurt.. so why spend so much time on them? fools. maybe i am looking at things at a different angle bahs. maybe some other ppl reading my bloggy now is thinking.. love is beautiful..relationships lasts forever...craps. maybe to u guys.. hahas. if i actually have a best friend..that is with me phyically 24/7.it would be GREAT. i mean.. which would u choose... a BEST FRIEND or 1000 friends? i would choose a best friend. maybe those 1000 friends u know them by names..but u dont know whats happening to them 24/7.. emotionally..or how they are doing. rather have someone to be with u..understands u and knows what i am thinking about. how cool is that? i think thats not happening to me right now. sucks. sighs. whats up with relationships and friendship problems for me?? gosh. oh. should i blog this? erms..laur darling just msg me about joannie and daryl that kinda stuffs. [sorry if either one of u is reading this] really.. like i say before... why rumors spreading like mad eh? is something going on that i dont know about? maybe it is. but laur helped me clear the air le. -special thanks to laur darling! x) muackies] anyways..its funny la. u know when a person spreads rumors when actually, the person is only jealous or smth like that? hope its not happening. cos she is my good friend i must say. she is crappy la. oh wells, shall not mention it EVER again. just hope that it wouldnt affect our friendship for both parties. ok..ending on this note..i shall say that i have 3 tests this week.. and it surks! lols.. POA-MATHS-CHINESE..eeks! think im not studying for chinese? wahahas... whatever man... MY LIFE IS LONELY... I'M SO FULL OF SHIT RIGHT NOW... -LINA |
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